I wish I hated, running back to you
(Back to you)
It's complicated, with all that we've been through
(Been through)
Sometimes I sit & pray, hoping God will let me go back
So I could walk away before you even say hello back, shit
No matter what though, I love you, yeah you should know that
You're my original boo, my certified throwback
But we gotta recognize fatigue & give it a rest
We can't keep chewing through the rough, it's getting hard to digest
The word Sorry becomes annoying
I love you, but it seems to not be working, so maybe we should just file for unemployment
My trust for you is zero, it used to be a kilo
I trust you just as much as I trust Shaq up at the free throw
And it seems like a no brainer, but I'm addicted, you're my cocaine
Amazing how you hurt me but keep me straight like a retainer
Why do we lie so much, my feelings can't get any number
Feel like you took my heart & did a stone cold stunner
I feel clean under our dirty covers
But why do we continuously hurt each other, yeah
I wish I hated, running back to you
(Back to you)
It's complicated, with all that we've been through
(Been through)
I wish I hated you
I kept staring when I first saw you, I swear I was stuck
And you caught me red handed, like I was repping blood
Now I feel like a crip, cause you gave me the blues
Fixing us would even be impossible for Tom Cruise
See we've been dead a long time, this verse is a hearse
We just kept going thinking it could always be worse
We thought we were the bomb, see we was just a dud
Now I'm tangled in this web, I ain't even Spud
So this here, is a note to us
I'm not gon' say it's not you, & that it's me, because it's both of us
In my mind, the end was something that I never could see
Now I'm just saying, you can do better than me, bae
And I'm also sayin', I can do better than you, baby
Cause we hurt each other like it was clever to do
I wish I hated, running back to you
(Back to you)
It's complicated, with all that we've been through
(Been through)
I never thought it'd come to this
It's like I don't know you
I never thought we'd go through this
As i run back for you
Cause we have those days, our highs and lows
We've lost our way, so now I know
I wish I hated, running back to you
(Back to you)
It's complicated, with all that we've been through
(Been through)