Dear God I'm mad at you
And I know it's a shame for me to feel this way
But I'm all blue, and I've got no one to blame but me and you
I believed like a child, all the while
Tried to make you smile, You're the only one smiling now
I can't remember how
When is it my turn?
Will I love and not get burned?
No more crying and dyeing
Failing and trying
Laughing and crying
When is it my turn?
Can I invest in something?
With a return, that's satisfying
Multiplying, joy colliding, no more fighting
Dear John I'm mad at you
And it's not a shame for me to feel this way
Cuz you didn't listen to anything that I would say oh no
And you're destroying a perfect picture every time you paint
What's not yours to paint, now I'm all smudged
All over, all over, all over the place
When is it my turn?
Will I love and not get burned?
No more crying and dyeing
Failing and trying
Laughing and crying
When is it my turn
Can invest in something
With a return, that's satisfying
Multiplying, joy colliding, no more fighting
Dear me I'm mad at you
And it's not a shame for me to feel this way
Cuz you didn't listen to anything that anybody else would say
Would you love me any less, if you knew my real name
Cuz I always said all words are the same
Some just better at describing my pain