I think I stop myself from falling Cause I don't like where I'll land I'm scared I'll end up here regardless I hesitated and ran Back in my room where I write my songs I feel so alone and my days feel long I just wanna move out I just wanna move out from my town I hate that I'm so complicated I never meant to hurt you Feel like my heart left on vacation But I'm still in a cold room Watching the street lights fade to back Staring at photos and looking back I think I've grown to hate this feeling But I'll keep writing songs to heal me I was kissed by a devil and you stayed on my shoulder It's been a few years now but I haven't been sober I'll says that I won't miss you cause sometimes I lie But I'll send flowers cause I hate goodbyes I was kissed by a devil and you stayed on my shoulder It's been a few years now but I haven't been sober I'll says that I won't miss you cause sometimes I lie But I'll send flowers cause I hate goodbyes Fuck