I'm debating on the risk I'm taking Though bizzare I'm craving is for you I've got a love And it's been hanging on forever Been toying on a different point of view It's not enough For me to take what I've been given The life that I've been living don't run true How long til I go under? How long til I resist? How long til I feel thunder Over guilty paths of this? I can't pander to a simple answer Do I take this chance and follow through? I've got a love But it's been meant in by decisions The depths of my incisions drain my soul I'll play it out But I'm not getting any closer Thoughts of our disclosure take their toll How long til I go under? How long til I resist? How long til I feel thunder Over guilty paths of this?