In melancholy, hardly hanging on
You relied on me
And I fucked it all up
Ashamed of how I ran away from you
Was a coward's move
Guess I've always been one
I always said I'd be there by your side
But when you needed me
I let you down
I can't pretend I didn't see the signs
Because they haunted me
I chose to hide
From the demons I left you to
I never thought you'd do
The things you said
In melancholy, hardly hanging on
You relied on me
And I fucked it all up
Ashamed of how I ran away from you
Was a coward's move
Guess I've always been one
I found it hard to even comprehend
How you could be so low
Now I understand
I can't go back and try to make amends
The guilt is killing me
I can't outrun
All the demons you left me to
I never thought I'd do
The same as you
In melancholy, hardly hanging on
You relied on me
And I fucked it all up
Ashamed of how I ran away from you
Was a coward's move
Guess I've always been one