Being at the bottom teach you a lot It really shows you people true colors for real I'm 'talm 'bout, family and all People switch on you soo easy I swear to God Concentrate, how I'm gone do that when 'Ian ate lunch today Mind in another world I can't function straight When you at the bottom they ain't got much to say But it's a lot of shit I got to talk about Suicide thoughts she keep thinking 'bout walking out Highly aware of everything but we stuck with doubt Momma if you ever leave you can't walk without me And no matter what it take, 'Ima do whatever fa me to be great I don't wanna see that pain in your face no more soo I'm going strong And if it wasn't 'fa that case 'Ian gone lie momma we prolly 'wun escape 'Gotta be grateful what the struggle make But we just gotta keep holding on And it feels as if the world going against us It's crazy how family turn into pretenders, but we still here standing And life can knock me down but I'll never surrender And right now we going through a crazy adventure But this ain't where we landing One thing 'bout being deep in that water You 'gotta learn how to move under pressure Growing up I never had a male father Soo I 'toated on that tool for my pleasure Ratted on one of my dudes I never (I'll never) Either you can make the new or be clever (Be clever) It wan' hard for me to choose to do better (Do better) Understand that screws loose when you nail em (Real shit) I got the call pops ain't doing right, they keep telling me he sick Pulled a muscle lifting heavy shit Swear to god this ain't nun I planned (I swear to God it ain't mane) I think about this every night (What) Tell me how selfish can you get Still working but yo daughter super rich Swear to god ion understand it Concentrate, how I'm gone do that when 'Ian ate lunch today Mind in another world I can't function straight When you at the bottom they ain't got much to say But it's a lot of shit I got to talk about Suicide thoughts she keep thinking bout' walking out Highly aware of everything but we stuck with doubt Momma if you ever leave you can't walk without me And no matter what it take, 'Ima do whatever fa me to be great I don't wanna see that pain in your face no more soo I'm going strong (I swear to God I'm going hard for real) And if it wasn't 'fa that case 'Ian gone lie momma we prolly 'wun escape 'Gotta be grateful what the struggle make But we just gotta keep holding on (Oooo) And it feels as if the world going against us It's crazy how family turn into pretenders, but we still here standing And life can knock me down but I'll never surrender And right now we going through a crazy adventure But this ain't where we landing (Ehh) sometimes I still give him a call Even though I know that he'll never answer I really learned a lot from losing my dog That life too short soo cherish every chapter At the bottom it be a whole lot of disasters Learn from the streets we 'din know nun bout a pastor Why it seem like we was brought here just to battle Why it seem like taking my life won't matter (Oooo) Don't let it be I worked for it all I can't lose to the street I promise I gotta plan (I swear to God I do) (Oooo) Let em see I'd rather be a rich lame than to be a broke G But 'Ion think they understand... it Concentrate, how I'm gone do that when 'Ian ate lunch today Mind in another world I can't function straight When you at the bottom they ain't got much to say But it's a lot of shit I got to talk about Suicide thoughts she keep thinking 'bout walking out Highly aware of everything but we stuck with doubt Momma if you ever leave you can't walk without me And no matter what it take, 'Ima do whatever fa me to be great I don't wanna see that pain in your face noo more soo I'm going strong And if it wasn't 'fa that case 'Ian gone lie momma we prolly 'wun escape 'Gotta be grateful what the struggle make But we just gotta keep holding on And it feels as if the world going against us It's crazy how family turn into pretenders, but we still here standing And life can knock me down but I'll never surrender And right now we going through a crazy adventure But this ain't where we landing