My body's weak My eyes can't see I can't remember what I did when I took that hit I can't feel pain My head is numb It's like a got a sickness living in my brain I'm fucked up This time I've gone too far I guess I'm not alright I drank my fill and now will hit the ground My soul has set on fire But I got what I desired The bottle's empty as me I'll chase it down with some Dopamine I'm passing out, I couldn't help myself A spitting image of me reflecting on my hypocrisy I feel I'm fading away I never cared you looked away When we neglected everything And we can say we tried our best Once we threw it all away My dark desires hold me down I'll hit the bottom again tonight This time I've gone too far I guess I'm not alright I drank my fill and now will hit the ground My soul has set on fire But I got what I desired The bottle's empty as me I'll chase it down with some Dopamine I'm passing out, I couldn't help myself A spitting image of me reflecting on my hypocrisy I feel I'm fading away Drinking to put me at ease But I know I'm never getting sleep I know it's not what it seems Chemicals eating my brain I swear I'm the same Do you believe I can change? The bottle's empty as me I'll chase it down with some dopamine I'm passing out, I couldn't help myself A spitting image of me reflecting on my hypocrisy I feel I'm fading away The bottle's empty as me I'll chase it down with some Dopamine I'm passing out, I couldn't help myself A spitting image of me reflecting on my hypocrisy I feel I'm fading away