Can't escape from these invites yeah I am just tryna be polite, man It's a spiral through the night now Ever since it caught my sight yeah Always tryna pull the anchor So the pieces can unravel And the chance that that reminder Will come up even faster (It's high) Don't act like it Why you gotta be so so so pity It'll make the whole thing much more riddled (riddled, riddled) Yeah yeah yeah oh What if I ain't found it out found it out now Destructive me woulda taken me out, now And since I ran it been gainin' on me, how? If I pause it'll hit on my head, ow Guess my silence gave it away, wow And I been trippin' on air I don't know why And no one's seen it now I can't show why Yeah no one's seen it now I can't I ran away, yeah yeah Tried to escape, yeah yeah Those were mistakes, yeah yeah Didn't see that, yet yet In this spiral still I'm lost You saw that lifted you up higher You benefit when I'm tired (so tired) What's the time now? I can't keep up with your lies, uh Tellin' you your disguise wears Off with time then you can't hide Can't hide Uh, I said you can't hide Oh then you can't hide Alone with your hurt and my mind I'm wired to you, my life What if I ain't found it out found it out now Destructive me woulda taken me out, now And since I ran it been gainin' on me, how? If I pause it'll hit on my head, ow Guess my silence gave it away, wow And I been trippin' on air I don't know why And no one's seen it now I can't show why Yeah no one's seen it now I can't (Oh no) Oh and what if I ain't found it out found it out now (nah nah) Destructive me woulda taken me out, now And since I ran it been gainin' on me, how? (Yeah) If I pause it'll hit on my head, ow Guess my silence gave it away, wow And I been trippin' on air I don't know why And no one's seen it now I can't show why Yeah no one's seen it now I can't I ran away Then learned what it means to stay