They telling me lies, telling me lies I don't know what to believe When you look me in my eyes tell me what you really see Sometimes life don't feel real but I don't know if it's just me The only things I see is what I can't see Keep that negativity out my way Feel like everybody tricking me day by day Feel like myself's my biggest enemy Battling the inner me I do not know what to say (ay) I just want to run away I keep on looking back on these better days They ask me how I am well I'm not ok But I don't know if it is just a phase They tell me I'm getting better But I'm not feeling better Just because you read the letter Don't mean you get the message Oh my past I still regret it Do not know why I let it I just want to know how to change I feel like I'm "losing" Fake friends cross me "juking" I just keep on "moving" I just keep on "moving" Someone tell me why I been feeling down bad Way up in the sky smoking on that loud pack I just want to run away I keep on looking back on these better days They ask me how I am well I'm not ok But I don't know if it is just a phase I Just want to run away I keep on looking back on these better days They ask me how I am well I'm not ok But I don't know if it is just a phase