A french tuxedo for the impostor A smile to make her daddy proud Make him keep his voice down A copper torpedo May seem a little hostile A quick reaction A small investment I'm on my best behavior In my favourite posture This is my statement Of self improvement Spoken between panic breaths A written apology A polite note to reader A statement of intent Or a letter bomb to myself I tried this once before Its inevitable Write it down Tear it up But i'll keep it this time round Confession Transparency, irrelevance, insignificance Quietly evaporate I don't want to matter to anyone Windows and glass Disappear entirely Temporarily cease to exist There's bleach yellow lens flare across your faces I'm so, so sorry I'm telling you i remember when we were kids i just Wanted to stay like that for good I get my temper from injuries i cant recall Ok i'll write it down and sing it to you Panic breaths