There's something keeping me questioning, talking
I laugh as if doom is coming and make it sound like an ending
There's something pushing me doubting, and leading
I respond as if the story's still going
And make it sound like I am just kidding
I love myself more than anybody
I love myself more than anybody
A freak of nature and you don't know me
I know myself more than anybody
There's something teaching me "Don't depend on nobody."
I try as if I know all the ending and wait until the walls are bending
There's something watching me, but I'm the one who oversees
Embrace myself the way I expected
And make it seem like I needed somebody
I love myself more than anybody
I love myself more than anybody
A freak of nature and you don't know me
I know myself more than anybody
I'm telling my story in Mandarin
Life threw me a lesson and I finally learned that we're all two faced
I'm talking in Mandarin
Having a conversation with those who don't understand
I don't need to pretend right now
Cuz you don't understand anyway
And my eyes won't blink when I lie
Stop expecting them to care
Stop expecting them to like you
You can't expect them to respect you more than you respect yourself
After all, only you can help yourself
Who didn't say what was supposed to be said?
Who didn't do what was supposed to be done?
Who tried to blame?
Who didn't want to let go?
我在用中文讲着自己的故事，一转眼一转眼就知道了谁没有个两三面
我在讲中文和不懂的人聊天，在不假装的瞬间我撒谎不用眨眼
盼着一个人去惦记，盼着一个人来恨自己，盼着一个人去疯，
盼着谁会把你记起，盼着一个人来管你，可最后谁不靠自己?
是谁没说？是谁没做？是谁偏要怪谁犯的错？是谁不想被放过？
I love myself more than anybody
I love myself more than anybody
A freak of nature and you don't know me
I know myself more than anybody