I'm sick of standing up for you
I never could resist your love despite the truth
You're not yourself when you're standing next to me
I'll see right through you're transparent, see
You're lighting up and staying out
I don't know where these issues even came about
Where I'm kind to you through and through
It seems you've taken that for granted like you always do
'Cause holding on can only last so long
Sooner or later you will be gone
You said you'd be right here and always be my friend
Too bad just like the rest of them it always ends
Yeah I'm a fighter but I'm a joke
Standing up for myself I end up struggling and choking
I'm not the man that I say I am
This endless struggle to pull you nearer
Resulted with my vision seeing clearer
I heard your message read out loud
By a friend of mine that was tripping off some
Dank pack we got from Boston
Had me thinking about all the times we shared
That were less than awesome
I've been somewhere other than right where you needed me
I'm sorry I fall short
'Cause holding on only lasts so long
And sooner or later you will be gone
You said you'd be right here and always be my friend
Too bad just like the rest of them it always
Crumbles like a stone
Left with my thoughts
Words break my bones
I only wanted to build a home
You wanted not, not to be alone