Started off the New Year talking to myself About everything that happened, my age affects my health Yeah I'll think about it, think about it, think about it every night How I just can't seem to get this off my mind I've been analyzing my whole life A bedroom in the garage milestones away From everything that happened, learn from my parents' mistakes We don't talk about it, talk about it, talk about it anymore How the vulnerability has grown for sure I've been analyzing my homelife Back to Christmas morning, I came over by myself You spilled all of your guts out on how loneliness is hell Yeah I'll think about it, think about it, think of it the rest of my life How I'm fortunate to have this sharpened knife I've been analyzing my experience and use of my collected weapons I've got my protection to survive my daily life