Today was the hardest day I've ever lived Cuz I thought I would never live again I went to the hospital just to be safe And they treated me like I was insane Nobody understands me Nobody knows my name The sound of your hair on my neck I made up in my head, I'm a psychotic wreck I'm sorry I'm not who I used to be I've thought too in depth and dramatically I would like to regain my sanity And prove myself controlled and worthy Nice and outgoing and kind, but who'd get to know me When I lose my mind more often than not The sound of your hair on my neck I made up in my head, I'm a psychotic wreck Who do you think you are to tell me I'm lying? I swear on my life, I think that I'm dying My head isn't right, the brainwaves are off The chemicals change, my thoughts whisper soft You need to wake up, you're missing the point There's a life in your eyes, and a soul in your joints