There was an array of flesh wounds and burning Tar pits buried deep inside my dark lungs Suffocating consciousness, smoke churning Familiar surroundings spoke in tongues Soot spitting black, I became a shadow Another headless rabbit in the yard Brain ravaged by rat bandits, screaming no At the sight of myself all burned and charred Despite being the one who lit the match Knowing damn well that I would catch on fire But did it in hopes that I would detach From this body that I do not desire But I awake the next morning skin healed Longing again to be blistered and peeled