So cold
This world has grown so cold
But I remember
When a spark shined bright in me
A spark shined bright in me
Colors lifted
New highs
Tangled
Reach for the sky
Exhausting all alternatives
To come to grips with misery
What's one more red flag?
Keep dreaming
Swallow the medicine
Reap all the benefits
Still dreaming
Captive drifting
Slowly sinking
I wish I had seen the warnings
Constellating before my eyes
Nowhere left to run
Nowhere left to hide
And no avoiding this time
Moving on
Doesn't always mean starting again
I punished myself
But I couldn't help it
Draw lines between scars
To make them more perfect
And wake up in a hole I thought I loved
But I'm saving face
No matter what it takes
I'd be better if I only knew what it cost
And maybe that's enough
Captive drifting
Slowly sinking
I wish I had seen the warnings
Constellating before my eyes
Nowhere left to run
Nowhere left to hide
And no avoiding this time
Moving on
Doesn't always mean starting again
I'll count down the days
Until that feeling sits back in my bones
I wish I
I wish I could take that
Take that old pain away
A spark once shined so bright in me
But now it grows slightly dimmer
With each passing day
I ask how I can reclaim it
The intensity of youthful adolescence
This body is a temple by the beach
But this world is a crashing wave
And weather one way or another
The ocean will always reclaim
What belongs to it
Captive drifting
Slowly sinking
I wish I had seen the warnings
Constellating before my eyes
Nowhere left to run
Nowhere left to hide
And no avoiding this time
Moving on
Doesn't always mean starting...