Give it up I'm finding out what makes me happy One lonely night at a time It won't be easy But it'll be worth it Focus on myself first And others second Worry less of the future And more on the present My headspace is not great If I can figure out how to bend, not break Then I'll go Run just as far as it takes me If I can figure out how to bend, not break If I can figure out how to bend, not break (If I can figure out how to bend, not break) (If I can figure out how to bend, not break) I'm finding out my fears feel unseen And that they're all out to get me It's all just another test And I'll find ways to get through it (I can't help the feeling) I can't help the feeling I'm losing your confidence And myself in the process My headspace is not great If I can figure out how to bend, not break Then I'll go Run just as far as it takes me If I can figure out how to bend, not break If I can figure out how to bend, not break (If I can figure out how to bend, not break) (If I can figure out how to bend) Not break Can't help the feeling I'm falling in and out of frame Throw all those pictures away Throw all those pictures away My headspace is not great If I can figure out how to bend, not break Then I'll go Run just as far as it takes me If I can figure out how to bend, not break If I can figure out how to bend, not break Spotlight Call my name But not tonight