I've made many of mistakes in my past life
And maybe burning all my bridges
Is the only thing I've done right
Warm alcohol
Teeth soaked in gin
(Oh god)
Am I worth saving?
I hate everything about you
And everything you stand for
The dreamer that once was
Now nothing but a shell
You were a mourner at my door step
I let the voice of doubt
Silence that of the truth
Still blind
Still searching
While the world keeps burning
I gave you everything
Why don't we make amends
Just brush it off as friends
As many good times
As there are knives stuck in my back
Unspoken tensions chafing the edges
Driving a wedge between us
We were meant to fall apart
I should have known from the start
You've always been a shadow
In the corner of my eye
Animalistic
Cannibalistic
Show yourself for what you are
Nothing more than a letdown
The higher the dosage
The harder the come down
I should have known from the start
Why don't we make amends
Just brush it off as friends
As many good times
As there are knives stuck in my back
Unspoken tensions chafing the edges
Driving a wedge between us
We were meant to fall
How I hoped you'd fail
But only from afar
I only live to watch them burn
Lines drawn
People crossed
Oh how I hoped you'd fail
But only from afar
Maybe this is all on me
I'm an addict on a drug called tragedy
Maybe this is all on me
I'm an addict on a drug called
Maybe this is all on me
I'm an addict on a drug called tragedy
Maybe this is all on me
I'll spit out my poison
Call it "sweet"
Maybe this is all on me
I'm an addict on a drug called tragedy
Maybe this is all on me
Spit out my poison
Call it "sweet"
(My mind)
(My hurt)
(My hate)
(My mind)
(My hurt)
(A waste of time)