With emotion absent, the search for why
I feel the way I do has just begun
What's done can't be undone
In pursuit of better days
In the chase for happiness
I must have lost my way
If this is what you're wanting me to be
I'll lay it down, I'll bare it all, just tell me
When you feel like you have seen enough
'Cause I'm in need of better judgment
Keeping you is saving me
There's beauty in feeling this useless
It keeps me open to more than my own thoughts
Then play connect the dots
In the wake of shattered trust
I pull myself up, clear the dust
I'll give it all I've got
If this is what you're wanting me to be
I'll lay it down, I'll bare it all, just tell me
When you feel like you have seen enough
'Cause I'm in need of better judgment
Keeping you is saving me
Keeping you is saving me
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Not that I want to
More like I need to
Somehow reduce this void
(I did this to myself)
Sitting emotionless
Still trying to process
The scope of my mistakes
(Oh God, I'm choking)
I can't locate the exit
Fear feeds the pain, I'm desperate
The fire growing near
(Is this the end or just a test?)
Both hands over my mouth
Screaming as light fades out
The smoke consuming me
(Swallowed by darkness)
If this is what you're wanting me to be
I'll lay it down, I'll bare it all, just tell me
When you feel like you have seen enough
'Cause I'm in need of better judgment
In need of better judgment
In need of better...