You know what's crazy?
You know I had to come to the realization that
We all lost souls
I've been lost my whole life
You know?
Identity crisis, not knowing who I am
Not wanting to accept who I am
I'm running from that
You running from that
We running from that
We all lost you know?
No matter if we giving advice
No matter if we got money
No matter if we got things
No matter if we married
No matter if we single
No matter if don't no matter nothing
We all lost out here
But we find this beautiful way
To make the people to believe that
We want to impress we been tryna make people believe
Through these magical ways that
We try to camouflage our lostness
But i don't care who you are, you lost. I'm lost, we lost
You know, then we try to use words
Like, you know, "you selfish"
The strong manipulation words, "you selfish"
But if I gotta die
You gotta die
You gotta die, think about that
You gotta go before me
Self preservation - everybody is putting theyself first
But in this lost world that we in and in our lost minds
We try to make other people believe that
If they're selfish – self preservation
That they're selfish. Think about that
Hiding behind your Instagram caption
Hiding you know you're hiding the hurt
Or at least you're trying to hide the hurt
You trying to camouflage the hurt
You don't want nobody to see that
You're hurting inside
So you get these things
Because you're lost, I'm lost, we lost
Think about that
I don't care what you got, I don't care where you've been
Until you deal with the lostness in your life
And the reality is we may not ever be able to
Deal with it while we're here
But I know one thing, I'm lost
No matter how much I'm able to encourage you
Or motivate you in the morning
Or you could watch my stuff live or whatever
My shit really do stink
It do
I ain't got my shit together
I'm still traveling through life
Trying to figure it out Just like you
But guess what?
Imma tell you something - and it's a secret
And it might have people that's gonna
Go against what Imma tell you
Because they're lost
And they don't want to embrace the reality of life
Money don't make you happy
When I got it I was disappointed
And the reason I was disappointed
Because all my life I was told
And I was educated by the machine
The marketing machine
That once I get it everything would just magically disappear
My trauma, my childhood pain, you know, pain
The vacancies of my childhood and my upbringing
All the struggle, everything that I've been through
Everything I'm going through as a grown ass man now as an adult
But guess what? It was a lie
Everything I've been told about money
When I got the money
I signed on the dotted line
The wire hit my account
I thought I was going to feel this excitement
I thought everything was gonna go away
Everything that ever happened to me
Everything that ever happened to my family
Everything that ever happened to my mind
In all these different ways and all the stuff
I know and all the stuff I was exposed to
But it didn't. That's why I'm lost
You are too - we're all lost
And the reality is, while we're here
We'll never been unlost
Lost Souls