It's weird to watch the stars While feeling so indifferent All the time Enclosed in milky glass Passive and insensible All the time Untouched inside the core Trying to get hold Of all things passing by Walking fields in bloom Inodorous and colorless So unreal A veil below the sky A numbing equability Nevermind I'm trying to pretend I'm trying to protect What used to make me feel It doesn't feel real Polaroid Memories A love song to my childhood Long time gone And I just can't wait to get home And i just can't wait To put my heart Into that little woven box I don't feel real no more I don't know where to go