This night so cold, these walkways
They send shivers down my spine
Only sound, your echo fills up
I'm going under in my mind
I can feel you staring at me
You don't even hear me through
Cause everything that I'd said before
It just passed on, right through you
I need someone to heal
Someone to hold, someone to feel
As moonlight bleeds into morning
I still need something that's real
I can see you reaching for me
Oh your voice keeps me awake
I'll do all I can to answer
But will you stay to hear me say...
I'm tired of being thrown away
I'm more than just this fear
I've built up this wall around me
Wouldn't see you steering clear
So don't waste your precious time on me
Cause I'm a mess that you cant fix
I'm still learning how to be me
I'm still learning how to feel
How to feel, how to feel
I'm still learning how to feel
How to feel, how to feel
Let my guard down to soon now
Let's not pretend we're all the same
Excuses, help you sleep at night
Hope they keep you warm for days
Far away from home, still breathing
I've forgotten how to love
Desperation or this heartache
Oh please help me, get rid of
Can't trust treading in new waters
Cries of no is all I Hear
Gave you time, gave you everything
All that you'll give me is fear
I'm tired of being thrown away
I'm more than just this fear
I've built up this wall around me
Wouldn't see you steering clear
So don't waste your precious time on me
Cause I'm a mess that you cant fix
I'm still learning how to be me
I'm still learning how to feel
How to feel, how to feel
I'm still learning how to feel
How to feel, how to feel
I'm still learning how to feel
How to feel, how to feel
I'm still learning how to feel