I say a lot with thunder But honestly it's smoke And when it starts to vanish I prefer to be alone But I know when you find me I'll say a lot with light And you will see the difference And I'll prefer your eyes 'Cause I've been holding back this secret and I won't speak it I've been holding back the words until I mean it I've been waiting on someone who's truly one million to one So I can say it And say a lot with light Say a lot with light I see them falling under But only for a while Predictable like thunder And petty like a lie But when you come and find me I'll tell you what it means And we can watch the world spin Together endlessly 'Cause I've been holding back this secret and I won't speak it I've been holding back the words until I mean it I've been waiting on someone who's truly one million to one So I can say it And say a lot with light Say a lot with light Say a lot with light Say a lot with light I've known since I was younger How rare it is to find A love that keeps refining The two that hold it tight But I would rather hold out As rare as it may be Than wake up with some comfort That will fade with every sleep 'Cause I've been holding back this secret and I won't speak it I've been holding back the words until I mean it I've been waiting on someone who's truly one million to one So I can say it So I can say it And say a lot with light