Behind closed doors
There's so much more
Then you could even imagine
Lock and key
You'll never see the real me
I'll never let it happen
When you see me on the street I'll act subordinate
But the windows to my soul I'm gonna board them in
You 'll never look into these eyes
Wish that I could even the score just for a little bit
But I know how much it hurts
Just trying to deal with it
I won't let anyone inside again
I'll just keep this to myself
The lights are fading
And I'm still stuck inside
But I can't seem to break outside my mind
The skies are vacant
And I'm still stuck inside
But I can't seem to break outside my
Trapped behind these bars
Metal made of scars
Now I think that it just might be best
I'll just keep this to myself
I feel safe with no one else
If I lose this heartbeat in my chest
The lights are fading
And I'm still stuck inside
But I can't seem to break outside my mind
The skies are vacant
And I'm still stuck inside
But I can't seem to break outside my mind
You don't know what goes on inside
If you could only see
The breaking of my mind's what's breaking me
No I can't go on like this
I scream at myself do not give in
No I can't go on like this
I scream at myself do not give in
You motherfuckers just want me to drown
But this water's getting easier to tread
You motherfuckers are pulling me down
I shrug you off and I get back up again
You motherfuckers just want me to drown
You motherfuckers just want me to drown
You motherfuckers just want me to drown
You motherfuckers just want me to drown