There's a lump inside my throat And it keeps on getting larger Suffocating in my blood Suffocating under pressure There's a lump inside my throat And it keeps on getting larger Suffocating in my blood Suffocating under pressure Everything I ever was Everything that ever mattered Just came crashing down Crashing down on top of me I don't know I don't know when I'll see you I don't know No I don't know if I'll see you Will I ever be okay I feel like I'm starting to adjust Deep down I know That some time will heal me I can't keep running I can't keep running I don't know I don't know when I'll see you I don't know No I don't know if I'll see you I don't know I don't know when I'll see you I don't know No I don't know if I'll see you I don't know I don't know when I'll see you I don't know No I don't know if I'll see you I don't know I don't know when I'll see you I don't know No I don't know if I'll see you