Five AM
I hope that you can understand
If I could just take your hand
And show you what I'm like
And it's hard
Cuz even though you're standing here
You would rather be with him
Forget the world outside
Like you're drifting away from us
My mind is empty and I want to take a break
My head is still on fire and I keep making mistakes
I thought my heart was something that you couldn't break
We keep on trying but we both know love is fake
I know you want the truth so can you give it to me straight
I thought your heart was something I could really take
Five AM
And here we are back again
Hiding under everything
You don't know what it's like
So speed up
Everything's in constant fear
Running just to end up here
Without a goal in sight
You know I wanted to know why I feel shallow
I'm so tired of living this way
What do I do when this feeling is so overwhelmed with all this doubt inside my head
My mind is empty and I want to take a break
My head is still on fire and I keep making mistakes
I thought my heart was something that you couldn't break
We keep on trying but we both know love is fake
I know you want the truth so can you give it to me straight
I thought your heart was something I could really take
You think that you could ever hate me cuz I already hate myself
You'll probably never fucking hurt me cuz I've already hurt myself