Is there something sadder Than drinking alone The day you that turn thirty one? I'm still at the station 'Cause I missed the train home Surrounded by pigeons and bums I wish you had been here Tonight at The Fillmore When they played our favorite songs The ones we heard While it rained outside And it seemed that we Had found a way to freeze the time I apologize But I don't know what I am doing with my life Now I realize It's harder to get old when you're not by my side The sun shines this evening Here in California You say that at home it still rains You are going to bed now I curse at the time zones And I keep on counting the days Waiting for Catching a plane home Flying 'cross the pond To the place where I belong I apologize But I don't know what I am doing with my life Now I realize It's harder to get old when you're not by my side I apologize But I don't know what I am doing with my life Now I realize It's harder to get old when you're not by my side Be by my side Be by my side Be by my side