I? ve never since felt life as dry as it was inside you I? ve tasted plenty and it only made me gag I wanted more, now I have it all without you If I could have only left without that thought I would have left with him and you a childless wreck I would have taken it upon myself to leave you Strapped with the burden of unclear thinking That? s what you do best, you? re always thinking And not acting rationally You just needed someone to love you God know I don? t, I never did so disappear You gave me every reason to And still I didn? t break your face in So where? s my son and where? s your scars? Do you still limp from my fist fucking fetish? And my midnight naked messages in your ears? So why didn? t they come? Why wasn? t she born? I would have taken her right from underneath you She would call you mother, I would call you host And you would just call on every lie You could to feel just and sane, keep your word How little do I really understand? I knew enough not to touch you there I should have saved myself for the last but still I broke in the beginning and broke your hold in the end And on you went barren and content And I the other direction experienced in nothing special