Cold, the essence hits my body My one and only hobby I close me eyes and relive my mistakes Please, show me some compassion Because I'm quickly losing traction And then a white cap knocks me overboard I'm sinking towards the bottom And I still can't see the problem I need it in the worst way I lied in the first place It's nothing to brag about I know But it's the only thing here that helps me go to sleep So go to sleep Help, it's only getting harder The unsuspecting martyr I know I'll die before I make you proud Please, one more for the shakes now So I can wake up face down Or else I won't wake up tomorrow It multiplies the heartache But still I can't help but partake It takes away the pain But still I'm praying for the rain To wash away the person that I became And fill this empty shell But it's a feeling I know very well Please, I need it in the worst way