You told me how you play me in your car
And show your friends no matter where you are
Correct me if I'm wrong
But i'm feeling something strong
And I'm sorry that it took so long to tell you
I'm hoping that your man doesn't f up anytime soon
Cause I've been trying to make a move
It wasn't in the plans but I'm positive I want you
I'm positive I want you
But this ain't about your body
You're just that special somebody
That I wanna know better if that's okay with you
I've been driving round
Searching for solid ground
Thinking, it ain't that far to Utica
I'll be leaving out this city
And when I do I really hope you come with me
Cause you're the only one that can show me the way to Utica
Am I really your favorite?
Do you mean it when you say it?
Cause babygirl I ain't something you should play with
Are you singing my words in the shower while you're naked
I bet it's hard for you to fake it
Does it ever intensify when your faded
Cause you've been running laps in my mind
But it's never felt so right
I put it on wax hoping you'll find my soul
And if you don't see it here, I can prove it in person
I can show you that I'm worth it
And we can fly away to a place where nobody knows
I've been driving round
Searching for solid ground
Thinking, it ain't that far to Utica
I'll be leaving out this city
And when I do I really hope you come with me
Cause you're the only one that can show me the way to Utica
Usually I let lust take the wheel
Instead of trust what I feel
But ever since I made the choice to know right and wrong
It felt like all the lights came on
You're my Utica
My peace and quiet
A piece of silence to treat the violence that covered up my beaten eyelids
I saw you, and everything was clear
Nervous on the surface but I couldn't sense fear
Why's that
People love to judge before they ever ask
Forceful with the future yet slowing down with the past
But I'm too caught up in the eyes staring back at mine
This is something very few are fortunate to find
So I'm trying to take time, relax with the moment
Eliminate the consequence and learn to grab and hold it
And understand it's more than just a feeling we feel
It's part of what we are and it's something that's real