This that rap till you die shit (die shit)
This that dream like a psycho (psycho)
This that stunnin like you trippin
(Like you trippin like you trippin)
This that pain vicious cycle (vicious cycle)
This what friends gonn die for (die for)
This what brothers gonna lie for
This is what you leave Your old self behind and love you say goodbye for
Woke up with my past haunting me (Haunting me)
Need to make it fast outta here (outta here)
My passport taking me nowhere
Dancing with thoughts of forever staying here
Keep my head in the study hall
All day all day, i dont answer my phone,Too gone in my dome
Dont worry my mom
I be doing this for us, but i do this alone
Wanna be bigger than the milky way
And i know to do that aint no healthy way
So we working hard skipping sleep
Sinking deep in the ritalin poppin pills like everyday
Xannies took the mind on a holiday
Just to get a moment out to meditate
Waiting for the crash when i levitate
It's getting kinda late and i haven't ate
This is that lost your soul shit (soul shit)
This is that cold and exhausted (exhausted)
This is the shame man he lost it
This that not worth what it cost him
This is that fix that comes with a coffin
Often, coughing, tics with the coffee
They just copy, lowkey like cosby
This that rap pressure, press like a lobby
This that raw that real that draws the feels, that cross the lines,
Its hard to heal, im leaving here awaiting days of better
Ways of dancing with the fucking pain
And make it disappear
I dont know if you believe it tho
But its hard for me to leave it tho
I know the goal is unbelievable
But im not exactly reasonable.