I've been out on a mission To find what's best for me but I guess I got it twisted I filled the void with things that only made my God more distant And I can't seem to fix it I'll never fall in love until I love the life that I've been given I've been out on a mission To find what's best for me but I guess I got it twisted I filled the void with things that only made my God more distant And I can't seem to fix it I'll never fall in love until I love the life that I've been livin So I'm sorry if I've been distant I saw you called my phone but I guess I missed it And I booked a flight back home to try and fix this Cause I been feeling so inconsistent I was in my head Didn't know what for So I had a therapy session in the stu till four I was in my head And I wanted more But baby I got all I need I've been out on a mission To find what's best for me but I guess I got it twisted I filled the void with things that only made my God more distant And I can't seem to fix it I'll never fall in love until I love the life that I've been given I've been out on a mission To find what's best for me but I guess I got it twisted I filled the void with things that only made my God more distant And I can't seem to fix it I'll never fall in love until I love the life that I've been living Can someone tell me what happened what's the reason Found someone who made me happy But she played me like a fiddle But that love so superficial Rather kick it like I'm Mitchell Than be stuck in the middle It's not good for my mental When I ask if you want me you like "yeah" But I can tell that that's a cap Cause you change your mind just like that And when I leave you ask where I'm at So much been happening don't know where to begin But I keep thinking back to when I was in my head Didn't know what for So I had a therapy session in the stu till four I was in my head And I wanted more But baby I got all I need I've been out on a mission To find what's best for me but I guess I got it twisted I filled the void with things that only made my God more distant And I can't seem to fix it I'll never fall in love until I love the life that I've been given I've been out on a mission To find what's best for me but I guess I got it twisted I filled the void with things that only made my God more distant And I can't seem to fix it I'll never fall in love until I love the life that I've been living I'll never fall in love until I love the life that I've been living I'll never fall in love until I love the life that I've been living