Pacing halls
Always making calls
I've been here before
Replacing thoughts
Bide my time
Trying not to face it all
Tired from the basics
Body aches in ways it never did
All this time I'm wasting
Trying to get out of the place I'm in
Complacency is setting in
No energy for anything
Spend my days recovering
And then end up regretting it
My mind is never settling
For fear of being settled in
I'm trying not to let it all get to me
But I feel
Trapped inside these walls
Trapped inside my mind
Trapped inside these memories I try and leave behind
A prisoner to my thoughts
That trouble me every night
I know that there's a way out
But I can never seem to find it
I'm doing all that I can
Fighting just to get by
I don't have much of a plan
Just know that I have to try
'Cause every day is the same
And honestly now I'm tired
In desperate need of a change
I just wanna feel inspired
'Cause I've had enough
Feeling like I'm stuck
Living like I'm cuffed
It's getting tough
Knowing this is creeping up
And keeping up appearances
In fear of showing what I'm really dealing with
My thoughts are incoherent
And my hope is disappearing
Persevering through the same routines
Never thought I'd ever miss uncertainty
Searching for a way to break away
From this monotony I'm living in
Got no option of giving in
I'm trying not to let it all get to me
But I feel
Trapped inside these walls
Trapped inside my mind
Trapped inside these memories I try and leave behind
A prisoner to my thoughts
That trouble me every night
I know that there's a way out
But I can never seem to find it
I'm doing all that I can
Fighting just to get by
I don't have much of a plan
Just know that I have to try
'Cause every day is the same
And honestly now I'm tired
In desperate need of a change
I just wanna feel inspired