This ain't the first time I've tried to find Easier ways to keep my precious time Hoping for something out of sight That keeps me restless at night ♪ May I tell you a tale but without fairies? I've traveled for so long, I'm falling on my knees Being tired of living affects my mental health But one day I'll break all these iron belts I can't keep calm, it's a disaster I can't breathe, I'm suffocating I take pleasure in seeing me Crying in the mirror If you're here just to judge me then get the fuck out Get the fuck out! I already know normality isn't what I'm made of Forgive me if I need no help 'Cause I've seen lights too many times at the end of the tunnel Forgive me if I need no love 'Cause no doctor can understand what this illness is about I can't keep calm, it's a disaster I can't breathe, I'm suffocating I take pleasure in seeing me Crying in the mirror Nothing else's interesting, understand? This mirror shows me I'm twins with shame Kind of rude but worth the pain to see it 'cause this mirror is My life ♪ Save me I can't keep calm, it's a disaster I can't breathe, I'm suffocating I take pleasure in seeing me Crying in the mirror Nothing else's interesting, understand? This mirror shows me I'm twins with shame Worth the pain to see it 'cause this mirror is My life My life My life My life