Why is it that time will heal
Is it just that we forget
We don't allow ourselves to feel and not regret
I bury my pain, to run away from my mistakes
Feel the weight of all the choices I don't make
Tried so many times to fight uncertainty
Wish I had strength to say no
I feel I tried a thousand times
I feel I tried a thousand times
I feel I tried a thousand times before
Did I mistake apathy for wisdom
Did my restraint keep me from growing
I've let my strength become my weakness
Please don't give up on me, I won't give up on me
My hope became my misery
An emptiness inside of me and
I'm the only one to blame
My life is mine to reclaim
Tried so many times to fight uncertainty
Wish I had strength to say no
I feel I tried a thousand times
I feel I tried a thousand times
I feel I tried a thousand times before
Action instead of reaction
Is the key to all of this, but it's all easier said than done
I will try
Accepting defeat, not rejecting
Is the only way to strive, the only way to feel alive
I will try
Tried so many times to fight uncertainty
Wish I had strength to say no
I feel I tried a thousand times
I feel I tried a thousand times
I feel I tried a thousand times before
Tried so many times to fight uncertainty
Wish I had strength to say no
I will try a million more
I will try a million more