You wasn't there
When I had my first born
Had to rob a nigga
Re up
Then go get the work gone
You wasn't there
When I crashed
Into that pole
Car rolled
But my body
Still attaching to my soul
And where was you
When Meme died
I'm still hurting
Haven't even cried
But this hurt
Can turn to anger
Let my demons slide
Took it to another level
Haven't seen this side
I can put you in a casket
With meanest tie
You can't stop him
So don't even try
Some days
I don't want to be alone When people around me
I still feel like I'm alone
I grew up moving
State to state
I don't feel I have a home
I need stability
To harness
All these skills
I'm tryna hone
Cuz time is running out
I see the clock is ticking
Niggas wanna kill me
Bitches
Wanna leave
My pockets missing
I ain't grow up poor
Would always
Keep a pot to piss in
The best advice
I could give
Try not to diss him
Cuz I'll rock you
Then I'll let my lawyer
Rock the system
I find it strange
How you claim
I'm rocking different
When you let
Theses niggas copy
My style and
Rearrange my Compositions
Then wonder why I say
It's no competition
Bitch I been a boss
And it ain't no changing
My decisions
I've cut family off
Because they hang with Opposition
I've been working out
Increasing my strength
And my condition
At the gun range
Practicing my aim
And my precision
Tryna keep this Glock From clickin
They keep feeding
My suspicion
Got a strong grip
Nigga like me
Cannot be slipping
Level 4 vest
A gun shot
Could lead to my perdition
They think if I'm out the Way
Then they could be in my position
You wasn't there
When I had my first born
Had to rob a nigga
Re up
Then go get the work gone
You wasn't there
When I crashed
Into that pole
Car rolled
But my body
Still attaching to my soul
And where was you
When Meme died
I'm still hurting
Haven't even cried
But this hurt
Can turn to anger
Let my demons slide
Took it to another level
Haven't seen this side