Dirt on my heart, ash on my lungs Blood in my eyes and pain on my tongue Fuck with your feelings, just for fun I am reckless, I am young Dirt on my heart, ash on my lungs Blood in my eyes and pain on my tongue Fuck with your feelings, just for fun I am reckless, I am young Forever young I am reckless I am young Forever young Choking on splinters of the house you built for us Looking for love and I only find lust The sun bursts in a thousand shards Let my love tear you apart Take my soul and choke me out Drown my sorrow and kill my doubt I will drink your poison to end my mistakes And bury my choices To bury my choices, your voice is so golden Wish I could hold it, wish I could mold it into my soul Dirt on my heart, ash on my lungs Blade in my eyes and pain on my tongue Fuck with your feelings, just for fun I am reckless, I am young Don't you wanna live forever with me? In my fantasy, you are sprinting away from me Do you even care? Were you even there to hold me? Caress me, I infatuate I infatuate about you, I dream of you Holding my heart you ripped it in two thousand pieces Infatuate, in fact you're waiting For a version of me, that isn't dependent Eyelids on my hands, they're watching you What you do Like an iron lung I lay through you Screaming through the past month, intoxicated Only borderline I found in my head Blurring everything out, I don't want to see you Every picture floods back one thousand memories