Lost in sensation Unhinged, it's breaking my foundation It's crumbling Drowning in my own desire I can't shake the weight of my thirst It's bearing down Push me under, I am submerged Eyes open wide, floating on the other side For a short time Resurface and converge I am revolted by my mind Sleeping alone I am stunned by the weight of the stone Roots set deep My limbs are fixed to the ground and I cannot breathe It is crushing me Hiding, I see the headlights driving straight at me Buried underneath This five year dream is awakening It is burdening It burdens me with half truths of my life Straps pulled tight Force me towards delight Not alright I now feel too contrite Save me from the cycle All I feel is pain Struggling to abstain My life is a stain Every day is a new maze And at the end I'm left longing to be erased It is a dark road to a dark place Where there is no face, nor space For I alone am there Deceptively happy Perhaps this body would rest remarkably Alone in the ground Take a deep breath Now exhale