Saving up some mental strength
Never know if I'll bend or break
Said I've had enough these days, fuck these days
One wish for another
Still I smile in your face
Though as of late no sun just, rain
I can't let my mental state, decimate
Once chance to recover
Another obstacle
Shit is volatile
Never been economical
Heard you asking how I am I'm phenomenal
Looks imposible
Through my opticals
I stay irresponsible
But you're asking how I've been I'm phenomenal
Snapback and a new black tee
Meditation to comfort me
Thought I got a good night sleep
Ain't feel shit from this cold caffeine
Think back to a memory
Lately I ain't feel like me
Should I be concerned are these
Real pains or anxiety
Another obstacle
Shit is volatile
Never been economical
Heard you asking how I am I'm phenomenal
Looks imposible
Through my opticals
I stay irresponsible
But you're asking how I've been I'm phenomenal
Right now I'm fiscally pressed
And I've been constantly stressed
I'm trying to master life
But I feel like a novice at best
I know the optics are bad but I could care nonetheless
Because I still know I'm phenomenally blessed
Sometimes I wake up in the morning and my mind feels like a prison
A couple bad habits that I'm having trouble kicking
It's been so long since I started working on my vision
But it's irresponsible if you think that I won't finish watch me get it
Another obstacle
Shit is volatile
Never been economical
Heard you asking how I am I'm phenomenal
Looks imposible
Through my opticals
I stay irresponsible
But you're asking how I've been I'm phenomenal