To have you I must lose you To hold you I must vanish from you To see you again I must see nothing more For me to say the way I must walk the way For me to be the way I must pray the way To somehow rise anew From this mirrored egg To somehow stand and sing Upon these phantom legs Adrift in the bowels of the lord The great name that names it all Your promise sealed in light This world your hypnotic calling Calling to us all To make it right with you I must split my brain Bury half in the dirt And cast half in the sea Pass away in the truth