Pullin' up in the foreign at the party
Sparkin' up but you know I brought the sad me
Smokin swishers with my boys you know we vibing
Eighty proof in my cup, and now we sliding
In the pussy yeah you know that I would dive in
Fuck it up somehow now we fighting
You say you got somebody else
Ghost me just like everyone else
I say I don't need anyone
But I still keep on looking for the only one
Like I'll ever have a person give me all their love
Baby that's why I just keep on taking more drugs
I've been watching all the colors fade
Pretty soon my world will be painted black and grey
I need someone that will vibe without the fucking games
Lock me down and put me in my fuckin place
Maybe then I won't need drugs just to feel okay
Lock me up and throw the key away
Tell me how you really feel, im a mistake
Take what you want just to leave me in the same place
I hope it eats you alive, relive it every day
Call me up to just bullshit
Always sending me shots with a full clip way too in my bag to notice
I just wish you were dead and you know this
Give me some space for a moment
I can see the sun, can't lose focus
I'm just gasping for air and I'm choking
On all the words that you told me
I've been watching all the colors fade
Pretty soon my world will be painted black and grey
I need someone that will vibe without the fucking games
Lock me down and put me in my fuckin place
Maybe then I won't need drugs just to feel okay
Colors fade to gray
Another night
Another round of thoughts I can't escape
It's sealed inside my fate
No end in sight
I'm not okay
Don't know how to bring it up
When I see your face
See your face everywhere I fucking go now
But that's the curse of living inside of a
Small town
Substances just soon replace
All the feelings that you gave
Told you I can't stop until I'm in my grave
I've been watching all the colors fade
Pretty soon my world will be painted black and grey
I need someone that will vibe without the fucking games
Lock me down and put me in my fuckin place
Maybe then I won't need drugs just to feel okay
Feel okay
I just can't get my mind straight
Stuck in a negative mind state
Never really ever goes my way
I Keep numbing myself but it's never enough
Always close to the edge but you're calling my bluff
Take a step back, you don't like that
It's the things that I lack that define me and it's too bad
Ceiling spins, not gonna win
Sick to my stomach like where have you been
Thought that I caught it
I can't take the hint
Take it all back
Be like gone with the wind
Really fuck this whole town
I'm done with it
Staring up into the sky
I've been watching all the colors fade
Pretty soon my world will be painted black and grey
I need someone that will vibe without the fucking games
Lock me down and put me in my fuckin place
Maybe then I won't need drugs just to feel okay