Can't really say that I hate you There's been too much that we been through And I always, yeah I always Stayed right by your side Can't really say that I miss you After all the shit you put me through All I know, yeah all I know Is that I really tried It's fucked up Yeah, you got me fucked up And I've been trying hard not to let myself fall apart, no It's fucked up Yeah, you still got me fucked up Why was I never enough to play the part? Yeah, it's fucked up Yeah, you still got me fucked up And I'm trying hard not to let myself fall apart, no Got me fucked up So tired of this fake love Why was I never enough to play the part? Yeah she left me so tongue tied I'm so sick of all your lies When I look in those eyes I just can't seem to hide All these feelings stuck inside Yeah you got me feeling anxious Walk around like I'm faceless Broken hearts fall apart From the seams and the fake shit And I just can't take it Yeah you haunt me like a ghost now Used to pick me up, now I'm shut out Fall apart in the dark Used to lay in my room But you're never coming back now This time I'm gonna relapse How she got me down so bad Pass the time getting high Tell my friends that I'm fine But I'm never coming back down