Sitting, waiting Decision, making Holding, trying My bodies fighting Big fat I don't wanna see her folding again And when I crash I bet I'll burn out And I ain't coming back from what I turned out Enticed by pure as ice Death tax, wont get it back So torn, family on the phone Last hope to spend my life alone ♪ Ducking, crawling Bending, falling Surface, fever Bottom, trawling Big fat I don't wanna see her straying from that Stop, please, not beside of me Can't breathe wanna make believe God please end my suffering Brace me for the summoning Want mom, she can get us out Dad said she's the leader now Nine years till I'm out the house Can't take stayin' anyhow