Holding on to every single move Holding off for fear of what's to lose Rot all my time Everyone can see You flourish and thrive I demonstrate defeat Ostracized It feels so absolute A disconnect Ashamed of my pursuit Made to care I can't cut anything To shrug it off Would lose what I believe Falling in line To reach the end you seek My focus rewired I'll never find my peace Is this not the end of everything I have lost my eyes to others' dreams Is this all that I could ever be I am sold too short this isn't me Oh Oh Oh Oh