When it's my turn to talk, you would roll your eyes You're so shallow, but still I always dive in I'm leaving your heart in the past And the more it made sense, the more I wish I'd Cross your name off every page I wrote Every page I wrote Let the current pull me under, take me home Take me home If I've been here before, why go back To all of the things I know that I Took to heart almost every time But for now I'm Restless and terrified Can't feel my face when you kiss me, I'm paralyzed And if all else fails, I'll be right where you wanted But you'll still disregard it I've placed you on a pedestal, you always prove me wrong It's harder to forget your name, they're buried in my songs I'm choking on the words I sing they're stuck under my tongue I'll move on, but for now I'll Cross your name off every page I wrote Every page I wrote Let the current pull me under, take me home Take me home If I've been here before, why go back To all of the things I know that I Took to heart almost every time But for now I'm Restless and terrified Can't feel my face when you kiss me, I'm paralyzed And if all else fails, I'll be right where you wanted But you'll still disregard it