Eating a po boy and Mother's next to a photo of a young Riddick Bowe How can you look at a young Riddick Bowe Without looking deep down into your soul I always take the table next to the photo of a young Riddick Bowe If the table at Mother's is available I think about him digging deep against Evander Holyfield And how he only came home with a silver at the Olympics When he was going for the gold And the low blows he took from Golota that retired him I picture him in a hospital bed, laying there, healing up Then I drifted off to other thoughts, walking down North to South Peters You know, under the freeway, in the gentrified Arts District Yeah, down South Peters, I cross over to Constance And take a right on Race and sit at the cafe all alone Checking my phone, checking in on my sister Or texting someone or another I only got a few friends, plus my father and my mother So if you see me sitting there alone and you recognize me It's not a bother to say "hi" But please, for no longer than five minutes, please no longer 'Cause deep down, I'm listening to myself, street roamer It ain't nothing personal, at heart I'm just a loner 'Cause I'm always hurting a little and doing some soul searching If you're ain't hurting a little bit Then you're probably ain't doing much soul searching If everything in your life is okay, then thank you for sharing But for me it's not exactly that way If you're jumping up and down with how okay you are I don't buy it for a second, the world is just too fucked up And I'm too fucking smart for you I know better, I know better, I know better, I know better You show me a big tough guy and I'll show you a little bedwetter I'm watching American Bigfoot, it takes place in southeast Ohio It was funny for 30 minutes, then you called me You said it's raining back in San Francisco I said: It's raining down here in New Orleans too, you know I looked outside and yeah, it's raining, the tourists have left So I make a reservation at Delmonico Honestly, there are moments when I'm totally at peace Like right now, when I'm walking down the street I just tune out all the bitches and the headaches that be pestering me And now I'm walking down Magazine down to Constantinople Looking for John Kennedy Toole's house I'm gonna take me a photo of his house That's gonna be my project for the day And send the photo to my friend who loves his book It's good to have a hope for the day, even in the simplest way A lamp broke this morning, yeah, my lamp is shattered They were coming to inspect my windows When I wasn't expecting them and they caught me off guard I reached for my lamp, the most beautiful lamp I ever had I misgauged the distance and my hardwood floor Was covered in lampshade glass and it made me so sad And I thought of all the songs I'd written Under the light of that art deco lamp And all the books I've read Under the light of that beautiful art deco lamp And all the love I've made Under the light of the art deco lamp Shattered because they came to inspect my windows That it turns out had already been inspected Young, Young Riddick Bowe Young Riddick Bowe Young Riddick Bowe Young Riddick Bowe Young Riddick Bowe Young Riddick Bowe Young Riddick Bowe And what can you do Lamps break and I bitched about it long enough I called my sister and my girl and they reminded me How people lose their entire homes in fires and floods They were right, it was a petty thing to complain about In the grand scheme of things But it was the first possession I ever put in my house in New Orleans I remember when it was just that lamp and a mattress on the floor And you and me and I get stuck in the mud And get overly sentimental and feeling down about things My girlfriend said: You need to get out of bed today and make some kind of goal And I said: Okay, and I ate a grilled shrimp po boy That was next to the photo of young Riddick Bowe