Yeah she kinda sounds funny but I like it
I say I love her to myself but then I wipe it
I tell her everything I want to when I type it
To me
Nothing sounds better than her voice in my ear
But she ain't been around since June of last year
So now nothing sounds better than not being here
And I ain't mean in this classroom, I mean what they fear
'Cause I don't wanna wake up in the morning
And then I don't wanna get up out of bed
And then I don't wanna tell myself I'm happy whеn I'm not
And make a smile on my face whеn all the dread
Just keeps on coming to my body for no reason
I think serotonin is a little secret that
The world is keeping from me, all these girls that call me buddy
But then act like it's all love on certain weekends
Every autumn I don't wanna be alive
And I can't tell you why I feel this way inside (Oh)
And every day I fear that there will come a time (There will come-)
When I screw up, spend too much time inside (When I screw up, spend too much time in-)
Yeah she kinda sounds funny but I like it
I say I love her to myself but then I wipe it
I tell her everything I want to when I type it
To me (Oh)
I wrote a song about a girl and then she ghosts me
All I ever wanted was for her to want to hold me
I keep on feeling lost when i just keep on feeling lonely
To me (Yeah, oh)
Yeah I feel like Donnie Darko
I've been wandering in circles
Tryna figure out my life in these chains (In these chains)
'Cause I ain't looking for an answer
I'm still looking for a question
That is worthy of a thought in my brain (In my brain)
'Cause I'm lost, I'm not found
I've been coughing up sounds
I'm too sick for these rappers and fools (Ugh, ugh, agh)
I'm a wandering soul, I'm a pondering soul
But I'm kicking the dust off my boots
And every autumn I don't wanna be alive (No, I wanna be six feet down)
And I can't tell you why I feel this way inside (Oh)
And every day I fear that there will come a time
When I screw up, spend too much time inside (When I screw up, spend too much time inside)
Woah
Yeah, oh
Yeah, oh
Woah, oh, ooh
Oh, oh
Every autumn I don't wanna be alive
I'd rather be dead, I'd rather be dead