I've been feeling exhausted, cuz the thoughts in my head
Feeling exhausted, and I don't wanna pretend
Feeling exhausted, cuz all the things that you said
Feeling exhausted, now I got nothing left
And I've been up for like too many days
So much in my head I'm gonna dissipate
Think about where the fuck I'm gonna dig my grave
Don't wanna do this shit unless I'm getting paid, yeah
Now I'm calling a friend, calling a friend nah nah
I won't pretend, I won't pretend nah nah
Lost amends lost amends, nah nah nah
I think I finally came to the realization
That I don't care and I know I'm making
Life harder, life harder, for me
So when you pick up ur shit and go, will I care now
Life's an unknown, it might end now
You don't wanna know, what's on the other side
And I've been up for like too many days
So much in my head I'm gonna dissipate
Think about where the fuck I'm gonna dig my grave
Don't wanna do this shit unless I'm getting paid, yeah
Now I'm calling a friend, calling a friend nah nah
I won't pretend, I won't pretend nah nah
Lost amends lost amends, nah nah nah
And I wish you'd fucking understand, yeah
How it feels to live like this
Every second of ur goddamn life
Yeah u only feel alive in the night, oh nah
Yeah I'm tryna fucking struggle a little less now
So much weight on my shoulders, yeah I'm burnt out
Shit is getting too much for me to handle
I'm on my last string, on my last string now
And I've been up for like too many days, too many days yeah
Where I'm gonna dig my grave, dig my grave yeah
Shit unless I'm getting paid, getting paid yeah
Now I'm calling a friend, calling a friend nah nah
I won't pretend, I won't pretend nah nah
Lost amends lost amends, nah nah nah
And I've been up for like too many days
So much in my head I'm gonna dissipate
Think about where the fuck I'm gonna dig my grave
Don't wanna do this shit unless I'm getting paid, yeah
Now I'm calling a friend, calling a friend nah nah
I won't pretend, I won't pretend nah nah
Lost amends lost amends, nah nah nah
Nah