I feel like a fucking mess Alright alright okay I guess I'm used to this I'm used to this I feel like a fucking mess Alright alright okay I guess I'm used to this I'm used to this I can never handle it The pressure The pressure Oh I can never handle it Depression Depression It was all so fucking fine Late-night calls I feel hypnotized Then you called me one more time And you whisper in my ear Why did you run away? You whispered in my ear Why did you run away? It got too much for me Screaming, I'm screaming Been through hell Now I'm stuck in-between Screaming, I'm screaming Been through hell Now I'm stuck in-between I feel like a fucking mess, alright alright okay I guess I'm used to this I'm used to this (mm) I feel like a fucking mess, alright alright okay I guess I'm used to this I'm used to this Never know where I go wrong Never know what I do wrong Why can't you just talk to me It feels like you hate me It was all so fucking fine Late-night calls I feel hypnotized Then you called me one more time And you whisper in my ear Why did you run away? You whispered in my ear Why did you run away? It got too much for me Screaming, I'm screaming Been through hell Now I'm stuck in-between Screaming, I'm screaming Been through hell Now I'm stuck in-between Why did you run away? It got too much for me Why did you run away? You whispered in my ear Why did you run away? It got too much for me Why did you run away? (You whispered in my ear) I spent these nights thinkin' about you Did it hurt right when I left you? I'm so sorry I'm a fool Babe you know I needed you You asked me why did I go Those words are burned to my bones Said I needed time on my own Need to figure out all alone Trying to share my feelings Why do I feel so speechless I got these thoughts in my mind But they're so hard to define You asked me why did I go Those words are burned to my bones Said I needed time on my own Need to figure out all alone Trying to share my feelings Why do I feel so speechless I got these thoughts in my mind But they're so hard to define (I'm so hard to define)