Hold myself 'cause I feel like you are up to something
Fuck yeah you are up to something
Scandalous, taste bitter heart
I know it makes you blush
I got pain in my brain I don't want you feel
Emotions I can't bare to reveal
Mine as well left my heart open
I am not chosen but I'm hoping things I feel ain't real
Got pain in my brain I don't wanna feel
Emotions I can't bare to reveal
Man, I left my heart open
I am not chosen but I'm hoping things I feel ain't real
I'm heart broken open still sliding
My flow is still immaculate
I'm out of retirement
I got a lot of pain you can see in my writing
I'm hiding still looking for a love I'm trying
Man I look hard when I look for a girl
I be looking for her but never look for myself
Man it fucks with my health
Still tryna play the game of life with dealt the cards I was dealt
I have been looking out for you
Don't really know what I'm doing
I don't really know but I'm still all alone
So I still put my pain inside this notes
Half the pain will never go away
Still miss them times we call everyday
Remember the time we were on the same page
But the love burn quickly it come and it fades
Reminiscing every picture with you
Yes, I miss you but you wasn't happy
Everything you said was dead
And now I don't know what to do without me
Imagine you with someone else
Got me going through the motions
Come on baby give me something
'Cause, I got pain in my brain I don't want you feel
Emotions I can't bare to reveal
Mine as well left my heart open
I am not chosen but I'm hoping things I feel ain't real
Got pain in my brain I don't wanna feel
Emotions I can't bare to reveal
Man, l left my heart open
I am not chosen but I'm hoping things I feel ain't real